Ho! Ho! Ho! Merry Christmas!!!!! ling here is at Alex’s house now.. just had steamboat and there are 4 men gambling mahjong right behind me now.. haiz.. guys.. always gambling or playing their computer games.. i’m bored….hahaha they saw me typing this!! opps!! haha hey! i was jus speaking the truth!! argh.. guys.. they jus cant face the fact.. haiz
Yst i met this ugly man with small, squinting eyes, fair skin ( AGUA!) at the lift of blk.. he was with his elderly parents and his bro i think.. I used to think all elderly are nice and sweet though they can be naggy at times.. but this particular old man.. is..wah kao.. was NOT at all sweet or nice.
Anyway.. what happened was.. i was waiting for the lift to go down.. and the lift opened with these weird pple.. AND.. in normal cases.. you would have jus stepped out of the lift right??? BUT NO!! the ugly man had to hold on to the lift and kept starring at the screen at the top.. as if they are not going to come out.. it took like.. 7sec?? then i thought.. mayb they didnt wan to come out..so i put one of my foot in.. and the UGLY man said in the smallest yet meanest voice, "WE WAN TO COME OUT!" I was left speechless.. it took so long for them to realise they are supposed to leave the lift and not they there for lunch.. -_-!!
so.. i let them out.. and GUESS WAT?!! that old man actually TIAO( stare in a fierce manner) at me while struggling to get out of the lift!! WAT THE!!!!!!!!!!! UNBELIEVABLE!! I was so angry.. but.. i jus couldnt scream at them cos.. i still had the image of old pple being sweet and nice.. argh!!! How i wish that unreasonable crazy ugly family can see this man!!! No wonder his son was so rude!! becos the father himself is rude and unreasonable!!!
I guess its true that pple are getting real unfriendly these days.. my old neighbours are always polite and friendly.. but i guess new neighbours like to have lunch or even stay for some dessert in the lift.. ARGHH!!
Recently, i have been posting this qns, "Is knowing that he loves you enough?" on msn. There are only two ans; yes and no. One of my friends said ‘yes’ then i asked the qns, "do you have to feel it?" she said yes. In that case, i replied, "isnt that not enough knowing that he loves you then?" =D
Well, in my opinion, i feel that it is NOT enough just to know. Because, knowing only comes after you have FELT it and feeling it once and assume that its always there doesnt work. The main point is that when you love someone, you have to show them constantly, let them feel it too. You may not have to say it, but you have to SHOW it. In actual fact, one who loves the other may not even realise that he or she actually already showing their affections to the other. For example, just by looking into another’s eyes directly (of cos with affections and not anger whatsoever) will show your feelings. To me, I strongly believe "eyes are the window to ur heart". It is very common that pple are betrayed by their eyes. Then again, this doesnt work if one look into the other’s eyes with love and then turn around and cheats on him or her.
Coming to the topic of cheating, i personally think when he loves you does not mean he wouldnt cheat on you. I have come across some guys who do love their girlfriends very much yet have cheated on them simply because they have the problem of "the need for attention". There are pple who simply need more attention from the opposite sex other than their partners. My friend asked me, "is cheating the only thing that can cause a breakup?" of cos not.. "what about flirting?" I was about to say yes when i thought to it myself, "is flirting equal to cheating? since flirting is also similar to cheating except there isnt sex involve." To me and may be to many of you pple out there, the ans is clear; flirting, like cheating is also a betrayal of the heart of another. Therefore, its as condemning as cheating. I can nv understand why a person can have the heart to hurt another’s heart especially if he or she loves the other.
In conclusion of my crappy essay here, I feel that when you love someone, you muz let him or feel it. He may KNOW you love him but he may not feel it. There’s a great difference between knowing and feeling. It is the difference between telling yourself he loves you and jus feeling that he loves you. (brain vs heart) In addition, before any of you decided to cheat on ur love, for goodness sake, PLEASE think of how it would feel if its done to you!!!!!!!!!!
Long time since i submitted a post!! anyway.. jus wanna share my joy with everyone!! I PASS MY FINAL THEORY TEST!!! (driving one..) hee.. FINALLY!! it is my THIRD time!! haha my friend was right.. you dun really have to study the text.. jus book about 5 theory triat tests or practices and you WILL pass your final theory EASILY!!..hee
Anyway, school has started.. my daily routine has returned.. but i’m extremely tired these few days.. haven had a good night sleep.. been sleeping late and waking up early..haiz.. (slept at 2am and woke up at 8am) This is all becos i have been reading my favourite story books again.. by LEONARD GOLDBERG.. though many have not heard about him and his books.. he books are AWESOME!! every single book is exciting and totally AWESOME!! hee.. people.. if you like trillers or medical trillers.. i highly recommend this author.. I swear you will love it!! RATING: 10 out of 10!!
well.. better get some sleep now..soooooo tired..hee.. btw.. i didnt expect anyone to be reading my blog.. but apparently there were!! THANKS RUVA!! haha
Been back from China for a quite some time already.. Really enjoyed the trip.. mainly cos I feel that my family was very close there.. and even after we came back..we are still closer than b4.. esp me and my sis.. I think i will die of boredom if my sis didnt go.. cos we went to view sceneries and factories.. my sis and i made lots of jokes so the trip was more interesting…
One of the hotel we stayed, ‘ Jiu Zhai Paradise hotel’, is the BEST hotel i ever been to!!! its HUGE and very nicely decorated.. not to mention they have a natural hot spring within the hotel and also a large pool, sauna and steaming facilites.. The food there was good.. (i mean in the hotel.. not outside) the food in the hotel was the only edible one i had in china…-_-.. imagine eating the exact same things for 10 days…-_-.. kaoz.. what’s worse.. the veget there is gross!! it taste like its just been plucked out from the soil and haven been washed.. EWWWW!!! What i did was to eat only noodles provided (which is plain noodles and almost tasteless soup) every meal plus some dish which i think i can take it…T_T felt like flying back to singapore immediately everytime its time for meals….haha.. my head was filled with.. Chicken rice.. hokkien mee.. prata.. laksa etc when the plane was going to land at Changi airport..haha
Last few days were boring man.. visits to factories.. gems.. pearl.. silk.. so bo liao.. kaoz.. hate such visits..but the pandas were CUTE!! look at the pics man.. they are so cute i wanna bring a red panda back home..haha.. Most of my friends kept telling me they look like raccoons.. but now i noe the diff.. red pandas are NOT raccoons.. they just look alike.. red panda are reddish brown while raccoons.. are grey..so conclusion : RED PANDAS ARE CUTER!!! hee…
Anyway.. my trip ended with a mala steamboat lunch..it was NOT at all spicy nor mala.. cos.. apparently.. they were told that SINGAPOREANS CANT TAKE SPICY FOOD..!!!!! can you believe them?!!! We are good man!! haiz..
Lastly.. my deardear is now in ns.. T_T i miss him so much i have been dreaming of him every night since the day before…-_-.. DEARDEAR!!!! WHERE ARE YOU?>!!!
Been some time seen i have something to write!! hee.. went to some kelong a few days back and boy, was it fun!! Went there with my best friend, Charlene and a group of nus students from the geo society..
Upon reaching there..we had to walk a really long way to the kelong.. about 15min.. just planks and a few wooden poles… scary… the kelong was pretty big though.. and the food there.. great!! delicious!! oishii desu yo!! fresh seafood (including crabs, squids, fish, lobster!) for every meal. The rooms there are pretty nice too.. no need to book a air-conditioned one.. cos no point.. its really cooling there day and night.. but.. there isnt any hot water for shower..so.. it was damn cold! very very very cold!! especially on the last day when i had to bath while it was raining outside.. cold!
The seaview is really beautiful.. lene and i tried almost every single water sports offered..hee.. on the first day..we went to this deserted island..(not really that deserted..) to collect sea shells.. (collected lots!) and then the both of us decided to go for a swim in the sea.. nice.. we ended up snorkelling cos we borrowed a goggle from the uncle and with one look under the sea.. it was so attractive and beautiful we got hooked on it… once.. i was looking down at the corals when i saw something transparent and.. jelly-like.. a small jelly-fish.. OH MAN!! i started to pedal very hard.. struggling to get back to the shore when lene stopped me and said, "what??!!" i told her, "i’m not sure if i’m right..but i think there’s a jelly-fish down there.." She looked really shocked.. (cos she has been stinged by a jellyfish b4 and knew how horrible it was..) I was still trying to get back and away from that jelly fish when that lene… keep holding me back and telling me not to panick..hahaha… then she asked where was it.. I pointed.. "right below us.."hahahaha then! finally she panicked! haah and willing to let me go run for my life! hahahaa had a great laugh about that!! it happened really fast..but.. its damn funny.. recalling how she refused to let me go thinking the jellyfish is far away..-_-!!..
We tried swimming back to the sea to see the corals.. (with great caution).. i was swimming in front..(without goggles) while lene was behind (with goggles..) and then suddenly.. once again.. she looked at me and gesture me to swim back.."you better come back.." i knew straight away what she saw again..hahaha.. panicked once again..hahaha back on the shore..she told me she saw a really huge jellyfish this time.. with its long tenticles.. hahaha that was the last time we dared to venture out to see the corals..hahaha
Back at the kelong.. we tried banana boat (where i felt like the world collapsed on me everytime we fell off the banana boat..-_-), canoeing (my hands ache after that..) and jet skiing!! The best part the entire trip is the chance to ride the jet ski!! cos.. its not allowed to ride one if you do not have a licence!! ha! lene went full speed!! hahaha it was really really fun! we were riding far out to the sea (no limits!!) and flying over small waves!! cool!!!!!!!!! Its really a unforgetable experience to drive a jet ski.. felt like you are in total control.. no limits of speed and no limit to where you wanna go..=D
One thing that only lene and i tried was the enclosed "swimming pool"..hahaha there were fish inside.. and a… SLIDE! hahaha lene and i played the slide so many times i think our entire body ache like hell by the end of the day..haha (slide was really steep and high above…) though the swimming pool is small.. there is no doubt we can still train our muscles..cos..-_-.. the waves give pushing us to the sides and we had to pedal CONSTANTLY to keep ourselves in the middle of the pool.. (there are crabs and more fishes on the sides of the pool).. till today.. my should and arms still aches..hahaha but it was a really fun time we had!
The last thing i have to mention that i will NEVER forget.. is that we had to walk in the rain.. (with a disposable rain coat) on the long, wooden planks form the kelong back to land.. (remember there were no support except some wooden poles by the side..) OH MAN! IT WAS THE MOST TERRIFYING EXPERIENCE I EVER HAD UP TILL TODAY!!!! lene was in front of me and there were a girl and a man behind me.. at first.. everything was fine.. then the rain started to increase.. the wind was big.. i was so frightened i had to hold on to the pole (shorter than i am) for dear life!!!! i couldnt continue to walk! felt like i was going to fly off any minute!! i tried to shout for lene..but..T_T the rain was too big and she couldnt hear me..neither can she see me.. she told me she tried to turn back to see where was i when the wind nearly knocked her down.. so.. feeling it was too dangerous.. she decided to walk to land and put down her bag before returning to find us.. i felt so frightened and helpless at that moment.. i turned and saw that the girl behind me was also stucked.. and the other man was trying to help her to me.. then.. he decided that we should walk together hand in hand.. with him the first.. me.. then the girl.. i held onso tight to their hands as though i was trying to crush them..hee.. we walked like forever to reach the land… the moment i saw lene walking back to look for us.. i felt so happy..so relieved.. relieved that she is ok.. also.. i felt like i’m not alone again..T_T.. apparently, lene was worried that we might have fallen into the sea.. well.. i was never that happy to be back on land.. to be alive! hahahaha To sum iT all.. it was a fun, unforgetable and terrifying experience.. =D
Today… quarrelled with my friend.. anyway..though ok liao.. but then.. realised i’m not that well-liked (not like i ever thought i was).. anyway..what i wanna say is.. "SO WHAT?" hee.. cos.. at least i dun think i ever let anyone down!! i think the main reason people dun like me is becos of my "smelly" mouth..hee.. cos sometimes..i jus say things without thinking.. i say what i feel… but well.. i feel that i’m jus simply very sensitive.. in the sense that.. when i see some people doing irritating things or saying things that hurt others.. i open my big mouth and scold them.. such as "extra".. "like you very good like that"..hee..
furthermore.. i’m a person that CANNOT stand injustice and demand FAIRNESS!! (i’m a libra!!) when i see people bullying others.. i get angry.. when i see people treating others unfairly..like in money matters.. i speak up again..
i guess thats y i offended so many people.. BUT.. i dare say..there are people who appreciate me for who i am!! at least i always put myself in other’s shoes!! AND people who hates me.. are usually HATED by others!! hahaah.. so face it arsholes!! YOU CAN HATE ME OR illTREAT BUT YOU WILL JERKS AND ARSHOLES FOR THE REST OF YOUR F***ING LIFE!!!!!!!
p.s: STOP DOING SMALL MOVEMENTS (XIAO DONG ZOU) BEHIND MY BACK!! ONLY SHOWS YOUR PETTY AND UGLY SIDE..ARSHOLES!!!!!!
Kyoo wa totemo atsui desu ne!!!!!!! ( so hot today!!) Anyway.. happy labour day..-_-.. cant celebrate labour day cos i’m still looking for a job!! T_T i need money!! $$$$$$$$ cos… i’m going to a kelong holiday soon! so excited!! Fresh seafood everyday.. plus unlimited use of facilities! and.. experience of a lifetime! i’m jus wondering if the prawns are prawns or strimps.. haha the last time i went for a malaysia trip organised by my neighbourhood rc.. they provided prawns that are as small as strimps!! -_-!! i LOVE seafood.. weee..
Anyway.. back to weather. what’s with the weather anywaY?!! i’m perpiring the moment i step out from the bathroom! Is the ozone depleting rapidly????? ( i haven been watching the news..haha) O my!! the radio is playing spice girls’ wannabe!!!! hahahahahahaha!!! used to dance along with it with my best friends.. hahaha.. i always volunteer to be mel c..haha and my friend…always end up being mel b cos of her…uhm..hair..hee… and it is exactly y i have a photo with my hair tied so far back like i’m about to pull it off!! haiz.. that also explains my bolding hair…..T_T Is there any kind souls willing to sponser me to yun nam?? or marie france bodyline??? hahah well.. gtg! since i have no money for marie france.. have to get to the gym to work those fats away!!!!
Exams is finally OVER!!! finally i can relax and do whatever i wan! weeeeee!! anyway.. the stupid weather’s been soooo humid and hot.. dunno what i’m allergic to.. plus the stupid heat.. i got hives!! damn! so ugly and itchy! slight pressure or scratch leads to an additional lump! feel like i got some skin disease.. lucky its ok after i visit the doc.. T_T like my legs dun have enough scars..T_T y is god doing this to me?!
anyway.. went to lene’s workplace (Tannlines) yst… o my! found such a beautiful shorts and bikini!! i wish i can take it home immediately!! T_T so ex.. but got 40% off cos my best friend, lene is a staff!! weeeee!! can get my shorts by next month! then i can get the bikini asap!! weee… so nice!!
My poor deardear is sick too.. had high fever yst.. poor guy.. said he was trembling the night before.. haiz.. *heart breaks* But it feels pretty nice getting to take kare of him..heez.. feels so useful.. (finally!!) haha…
Right now.. i’m thinking what i wanna do this holiday..hee.. mmm.. i have planned for karaoke and ice skating session next week..wanna go wakeboarding with my best friends.. mmm… need to get a job!!!! anyone has a job for me?!! help!! no money to enjoy! o and i’m finally going to china in like..2 weeks!! weeeeeeee!! maximum enjoyment!!
SO tired!!!! today is my third paper.. two more to go!! arh!!! Time pls pass faster!!!!!! Anway.. I have decided to collate 10 ways to annoy people in Singapore context!! anyone with good suggestions pls feel free to tell me!! I have about 4 now.. need another 6!!! Please give me ideas!!
